Not My Only Reason For Wishing I Could Go To Blogher
It is interesting what blogging reveals. I think I could edit out all the self-absorption and pettiness, if I had time to edit.I would say that of all the most unsavory aspects to my blog, the...
View ArticleSo What Is It?
So what is it?I've spent years resisting the mental illness label.I've given myself exactly 12 minutes to compose this post so forgive me for not listing all the reasons.Among them are that I'm not...
View ArticleWhen You Do Something That Everyone Absolutely Everyone In The World Would...
Do you think that if you do something that absolute everyone in the entire world would disapprove of you are pretty much guaranteed that you are doing THE WRONG THING?I am taking the world's most...
View ArticleMy One Thing of Mom Expertise: Books in Oral Form
So I was noticing that Maggie was @ing some people on Twitter. And I noticed some had 'mom' in their name. And I was thinking about how I don't identify myself as a mom. It seems weird to me that I am...
View ArticleI Just Came On The Internet to Explain Why I Should Not Be On The Internet
So I am having the expected response to constant sunlight and I am all 'I CAN manage my life/my life may not be tragic like the lives of all my relatives/all shall be well'Following this, it occurred...
View ArticleThe Two Friend Problem
I'd contentedly had two and only two friends in my city. They were old friends. When I'd meet new people I liked, it tended to be in the context of parenthood. No real intimacy was created. They didn't...
View ArticleStrange Tree Experience: Very Embarassing
This very weird thing happened to me at the park.I was noticing this tree. Then I started to feel this 'energy' coming from the tree. I started feeling like I was communing with the tree, like the tree...
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I wonder sometimes why my shit is so not together. This is looking like a poem because the crazy program is breaking my lines in bizarre ways. Oh, fuck I find this annoying that I'm forced to write...
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INTERNET FREE SUMMER! Except for book club. The first rule of Book Club is you don't talk about Book Club. Hard to start and maintain a club without talking about it. Not even an oblique reference?...
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I am ridiculous. I'm all about WE'RE GOING TO SIMPLIFY OUR LIVES!!! Now I'm heading for some kind of fertility madness next year that has the risk of twins. But even...two kids! How is that simplicity?...
View ArticleSo Hey There Look See
I'm trying to decide if I should try to become an uber-blogger of the non-anonymous sort.And make some fancy-ass website. Pay Schmutzie all my pennies to make something pretty for me, if she's still...
View ArticleHere. Go Buy Yourself Somethin' Pretty
So I was thinking about this question someone asked me below: Why do you want to be anonymous.And that is an amazing question in that it is both easy and difficult to answer.Answering questions,...
View ArticleLivin' The Dream
I can't wait to tell you more bad things about me. Bad things I can only tell because I am anonymous.They will, if one is being small-minded and consistent, conflict with the fact that I also want to...
View ArticleI Post in my Head, You Know
I post a lot to you in my head. Just so you know. So here's a conversation. My little girl and best friend (boy) go to the circus. Ringling Bros. I've never taken her to Ringling Bros. but parents of...
View ArticleLove Is
I'm doing Palinode's 30 Days of Truth I'm supposed to write about something I love about myself. Here's a picture: Now this reminds me of my aunt. She had these 'Love is...' books. I read them...
View Article30 NON CONSECUTIVE Days of Truth: Evasion Edition
OK, so something I have to forgive myself for. OH MY GOD EVERYTHING. People died. I wasn't there. I was there but not enough. I did not raise them from the dead. You name something bad, I blame myself...
View ArticleNo Really, I Am
I'm coming back here and I'm going to write and write. But I've been in a bit of my own private struggle with my attempts to have another child. It's something I think I must do but it's also something...
View Article30 Non Consecutive Days of Truth: Heavy Edition
So, basically so HEAVY man. Something you have to forgive someone for? Hello, holy shit do I now have to talk about every bad thing bad people have done to me? I'll tell you what popped up in my head...
View Article30 Non Consecutive Days of Truth: Redemption? Edition
So now I can possibly redeem myself by talking about something less horrible, which is Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life. The Whole List of Truth Spilling You Would Do If You Wanted To Do...
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To describe the circumstances of my birth, the origins of my life such as it is: An empty lot. A smoldering tire. A pile of waste so teeming with mutant vermin the ethics of departing explorers require...
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